It All Makes Sense

I didn't plan on writing again today.  Writing takes a lot out of my brain and truthfully I don't have that much brain to spare.  But you have overwhelmed me with your emails and response to yesterday's post and thank you for that. But, I don't think it's fair for you to have to wait for the rest.  Just please bear with me, as my mind is still spinning and this might be a really long post. I'm still trying to sort through what's up and down, mostly what's up though. My dad called me in September, just a few...

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Counting Breaths

August 19th 2013, breathing stopped. Or so it felt.  And for 3 months, I've consciously had to tell myself, breathe in, breathe out.  I counted them.  Afraid if I didn't, they would stop. It didn't happen all of a sudden.  The physician assistant's words. She left a message for me to call her back.  It's never a good thing when they ask you to call back.  I was chasing preschooling A in and out of inflatable tunnels at one of those indoor play places when I stopped to listen to the message. ...

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